13 Aug 2009

I'm writing this blog with a heavy heart. This morning we bought Den for an eye examination. 6 months ago, we were told she has astigmatism. Today, the ophthalmologists told us she has Squint (strabismus) and needs to undergo surgery. Besides that, she needs to wear glasses.

Initially, I was shocked to hear that she need to undergo surgery, even though it was supposed to be a minor surgery. I quickly masked my reaction, Den picked up others' moods very quickly, I didn't want to scare her. We continue our routine activities and even some schooling this evening.

I told her very soon she might need to go for surgery. During the surgery, the doc would put her to sleep so that he can correct her eyesight (I did not go into detail). She was more concerned if there is any needle involved in administrating the general anesthetic. She was also quite excited about the prospect of wearing glasses!

Only when everyone was asleep, I started my research on strabismus. The more that I read, the more I became confused. I'm not sure if surgery is the only way. I think we need a second opinion. I will call up another center tomorrow.

After that, I did my devotion and prayed. I prayed for wisdom. I prayed for guidance and protection. I believe He is in charge.